After discussing with our lecturer, we decided not to go for the highlight interview.

I feel a little sad because if we get in, will be like once in a lifetime experience. And to get into highlight is like everyone's dream!

But on the other side, I also feel happy cause now we can take our time to finish up the project. Going for more interviews will just give me more stress.

It's okay, can get into Spinnovex is enough already! =D

Anyway, I'm going to perm my hair in December. So was looking at hairstyle online and I realised that long hair perm is so boring! Even wk agrees with me.

So, I decide to try short hair perm! What you all think?! hahaha.

These are some styles that I'm considering.





I wanna try yet I'm abit scare. oh man.

Let me update on my fyp!

The main part of our project is to display waveform of  blood flow on the nokia 6610 lcd.




We started off with displaying words and colour.



Test board



Prototype










Video of our working project!



Today is the selection for Spinnovex. And we thought that at most only can get into Spinnovex . We don't even dare to aim for highlight as we think we cant get in.
SURPRISINGLY, we are given the chance to go for the highlight interview! But my lecturer is worried that we can't finish the project by next wednesday. So we need to discuss about it first.

WANQI IS SUPER HAPPY TODAY =D

 Singapore Poly student dies in stabbing incident in China

www.channelnewsasia.com/stories/singaporelocalnews/view/1008136/1/.html

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I went jiamusi for attachment during march. Second batch went there 3 weeks ago and somebody died.

shock.

 Exams are over! And now I'm busy with fyp. 

Nothing really interesting to blog about, so just some random things and random photos.





We made hamburger!






And.. f(x)! Enjoy!







I quite like f(x) compared to 2ne1 and kara but SNSD is still the best! =DD

Hello people!

I want to get a pair of oxford shoes! Anyone know where can I get this? I saw similar ones but the soles are not made of wood-like material, is those rubber kind(which i don't like). If anyone know please leave me a comment! Thanks =D

My mum suddenly asked me a question yesterday and that question is stuck in my brain right now.

This is our conversation:

"妹阿，妈咪问你一个问题可是你不要生气.“

”什么？“

”你身体不好，一直生病，那么多痛又这么多压力。你会不会觉得我当初应该把你打掉？“
(When my mum was pregnant with me, they were thinking of aborting me.)

"我不知道但我觉得我不应该动手术."

"可是,如果不开刀会很危险."

"就死掉算了!"

"我把你生出来,就不会让你死."


If I have the choice, will I still choose to come to this world? With the never ending hospital appointments, never ending pain and never ending medication. Or I would say that 17 years of fun are enough for me. Maybe not going for the operation 3 years back, I should have left this world.

But i guess god thinks that my time is not up yet, more sufferings are lining up waiting for me =)

I'm in a dilemma!

Doctor advise to to go for this cervical cancer vaccine. It was $600 in total for 3 doses that time. So I have to think about it.

Apparently, some clinic offer $450 for 3 doses now.

And my sch got this on site vaccination which cost $375 for 3 doses now!
Should get it now when its cheap right?! Actually only save 75$.


BUT, which means $375 gonna fly away from my savings just like this. HEART PAIN.

HOW HOW HOW?!?! Should I go for it?
Tomorrow its the last day and I need to make up my mind real soon!

MONEY, PLEASE DROP DOWN FROM THE SKY!!

Went to school for free access today. Supposedly the free access starts at 1 and end at 5. In the end, there's lesson at 3pm in the lab.
So we quickly go through some of the lab and finished at 2 plus~

And nich decided to send me and qs home! =DD

I love his car! I think it's damn cute and chio~

Looking at the car and him driving, I suddenly got an urge to learn driving! But after picturing myself driving, I changed my mind. hahaha.

My mum keep nagging at me "When you do want to go see the doctor"

And finally we went amk polyclinic today.

The doctor looked at my legs and commented "hmm, I don't think you need to go for an operation."

When I'm waiting for my turn, I always think about what the doctor will say. I only expect him to refer me to the specialist and tell me to go for some physio. Making that kind of comment is kind of shocking to me. It's like operation? It never come to my mind at all. I'm just walking abnormally and my legs hurts obviously I don't need an operation! I don't understand why he said that. Maybe doctors would like me to have a heart attack.

You know, sometimes hearing the word "operation" is enough to scare the hell out of me.

Yup, so he refer me to an orthopedist and see what he/she says. Then get some physio done.


Next.. of course is report to dada!
And..

tanwanqi says look into my eyes. says:
*just that i think physio wun be an easy task?

fragments of glass. begone! says:
*ok la
*physio is just
*pain
*pain
*and more pain

After receiving the unexpected comment from the doctor, this fellow here also gave me an unexpected reply! Wonderful!

Cause he went thru physio before, when he said "ok la" I thought he is trying to comfort me by telling me "it's not so scary, no need to worry about it" BUT he continued with physio is just pain, pain and more pain. OH MAN. thanks alot dude.

It's okay. I know he's just being honest. Even he didn't said that, I also know that physio is just pain, pain and more pain. haha.
I'm prepared for it.
All this things happened too often that I no longer feel depressed/upset/extremely worried.

I'M LOOKING FORWARD TO SEE THE ORTHOPEDIST AND DO SOME PHYSIOTHERAPY SO THAT I CAN RECOVER! FIGHTING!

First soak the frozen fish in water.



Second, pluck out the tips of the french beans and break into smaller pieces.





Lastly, wash the rice and put it into the rice cooker.




I super bored and hungry now! I'm waiting for my mum to cook thats why I'm here blogging this lame stuffs.


Recently lecturers keep showing us those aircraft crash investigation videos. In addition, within a month there are 3 cases of aircraft accidents.
1) Air France airbus went missing over the Atlantic Ocean
2) Jetstar 330 cockpit on fire
3) Yemenia Air airbus 330 crash into indian ocean

Oh man, it is kind of scary to me.

When I'm still on medication, another bad news come to me.

It beats me, really.

How did I manage to dance when I got walking abnormalities?

I'm trying to practice walking everyday now. Hope get to see a doctor soon.

A 10 min walk from mrt station to home tires me now and my leg hurts.


I'm lost, totally lost.

3 birthday wishes

1) Everyone around me and I stays happy and healthy.
2) No more medication.
3) Pain and doctors stay away from me.


p.s. Thanks A.L.A for coming to my house at 12am! love u all =D

I always say I don't like this, I dislike this, I dont like this person, I hate this I hate that.

Actually, tanwanqi hates herself more than anything/anyone else.

Cause she misses her old-self.

People or to be exact - dear always say I'm very dependent. My mum cooks for me, she helps me iron my clothes, She sweep the floor, she wash the clothes for me, she even cook and stay with me when i'm sick. Lastly, I always need somebody to accompany me to see the doctor.

I wonder.. I know how to iron the clothes, i know how to sweep the floor, i know how to cook(of cause not as good as my mum), i can wash the dishes. Even if my mum don't do these for me, I can still handle it. Does this counted as dependent? I guess more or less it is counted. I'm lazy thats why I depend on my mum to do that. Of cause i do help her at times.

This scene always reappear in my mind - That day my parents quarrel, my sis and I cant do anything but sit on the floor cry and cry. My dad turn to my sis and say "girl, no need to scare, you will be with me." He turn to me look at me and didnt say anything. At that point, I felt that i'm just  a nobody that even my father don't want me. I'm not sure where will I end up at.
Dear always say that I don dare to stand up for my rights, whatever my mum says i will just nod my head even though i don't like it. I always say she raise us up very xinku, i don wan to talk back. But actually, the fact is that I scare she angry and throw me out of the house. You know I really don like the feeling of nobody wants me. I'm scare. I'm scare that one day you will not want me too. I just really don like the feeling.

In the end they separated when I'm very young. My mum got 7 jobs and she doesnt come back. Beginning, there's this nanny who stays with us and take care of us. But actually, she ill-treat us. Finally, my mum found out and fire her. Then, my mum found another nanny to take care of me till when i start my primary school education.

When i'm in pri sch, I remember my mum work till very late and my sis always not at home. So i'm always home alone. I afraid of staying at home alone. I'm afraid of the quietness, the emptiness, the loneliness and of cause GHOST. Everyday at home, I switch on all the lights, switch on the television even if i'm not watching. Thats to kill all the quietness, emptiness and I believe that when it's bright the ghost wun come. haha. When I going to sleep, I'm afraid that something will grab my leg. Hence, I surround myself with pillows and cover myself tightly with blanket. By doing that makes me thinks that nobody can get me. One word - naive.

My mum doesnt come back so I iron my uniform myself. There's once when the button drop off and my mum not back yet. I'm not sure what to do. Nevertheless, I still took out the needle and thread, start recalling how my mum do it. Try and try, finally I sew it back. - satisfied.

One night. It's raining heavily- lighting, thunder, everything came together. haha. I was really very scared, hoping somebody come back soon. But no, everyone is stucked outside as it's flooded and the rain doesnt seems like it gonna stopped. The thunder seems to know that I'm alone at home and out to scare me. I sit on the floor alone and shiver like mad.  - helpless.

There is this afternoon, I went home after sch as usual. I took the lift with this young man around his 20s. He pressed 10th floor while i pressed 6th floor. But we both came out at 6th floor while he walked different direction from me. I was still laughing at him came out at the wrong floor. I walked down the long corridor. Suddenly, somebody called me from the back. "Xiao meimei! Xiao meimei!" I turned back and I saw the young man who took the same lift as me. I was thinking "omg, i thought he walked the other way?"
And he said,"小妹妹，我有很多东西要拿，你可以帮我吗？“
I replied "不可以，我妈妈在等我."
"很快的“
”不可以，我有补习， 我妈妈在等我“
And I walked away. Actually, nobody is at home and I got no tuition. I'm pri 3 at that time. How did i manage to stay so calm? But my mum still scold me stupid cause i went back to my house. she say i should go to my nanny house instead cause he might follow me up.

小时候， 体弱多病。Everytime sick and needs to see doctor. After seeing doctor, my mum will put me at the temple and have them take care of me. Sometimes, seeing the doctor is the only time to see my mum and have her accompany. I just need some attention. - lonely.

home - sch - home. Thats the cycle. My mum might cook before she goes to work so I can just heat it up for lunch and dinner. If not, I will settle myself. I skip dinner almost everyday as nobody eat with me. It makes me lose appetite. I skipped dinner for a few years, can you believe it? I think which is why i'm so small size now.  - regret.

Beginning, I take sch bus to sch. Later on, I take bus to sch and go back as well. Everyday after school, I will look out for familiar faces standing outside the school gate. I will be super happy if someone come and fetch me so that I need carry that super heavy school bag and take bus home. One word - hope.

I remember when I at home during weekends, my mum will always call and say.
"What are you doing now?"
"Nothing lo"
"Nothing then go and sweep the floor and wash the dishes"
One word - SIAN.

I wonder when I'm just that tiny little girl, except money and shelther, what else i depend on other people? I depend on myself. Even I'm scared, I'm lonely, I only got myelf. JUST myself.

And then goes to my secondary sch life - My sis starts to work, my mum need not work so hard. Life become better. My mum do everything for us, cook for us, take care of us. Things become so good that i think its 理所当然， 靠了自己这么久也累了。 And I start to depend on her. Add on to this, he came into my life. Things become EVEN BETTER and I just totally depend on them. Actually, I depend alot on him. Really alot

I always blame him for just seeing the outside and conclude that i'm dependent. I blame him for not understanding what had happened before and conclude that I'm dependent.

I realised I'm wrong. Dependent means dependent. No matter what had happened before, the fact is that now I'm dependent.

The day when he decided that he's going to oversea to study, I'm VERY VERY VERY scared. Scare what? Scare that his heart might change? Yea, of cause. But I realised the thing I'm afraid the most is he is not with me, not by my side. The thoughts of him going ns for 2 years, going oversea for a few years, I start to tear with fear. Because I depend on him so much that I feel that I cant live without him.

Last time when i'm scared, I switch on the lights, switch on tv. Now when I'm scared I call him.
Last time when I feel lonely, I cant do anything. Now I feel lonely I call him.
Last time I take bus home alone everyday. Now he send me home.
Last time I slp alone, I surround myself with pillows. Now I can go find him or talk to him on phone till i fall aslp.
When i want to go shopping, he accompany me.
When i go see doc, he accompany me.
When i'm alone, he accompany me.

He is always here.

Even when he say he wants to be an air steward. I wonder if we get married, and he needs to fly, how am I gonna survive at home. And now I thought of it. I can still switch on all the lights, switch on the tv and surround myself with pillows.

I really wonder, that small little girl manage to live on her own for so many years yet this grown up lady here tear with fear cause a man she loves is living her for a few years?

I hate this dependent wanqi who always need ppl to accompany her, who keep seeking for his attention, who fear this and that.

If I can live 16 years without him, why can't I live a few years w/o him?

Why do I keep fearing about who is gonna walk out of life(esp him)? If they really do, I cant stop them.
(I've got to knock that into my brain)

I swear to myself that I will throw those fears away and make sure I can survive alone from now on.




It's only when I can love myself, I can then love people who love me, love the people around me.

tanwanqi wants the top from a&f! I hate it when i saw something i like when i'm broke.



damn it. I need to save. And I really want to eat ice cream cake too. sigh~

Jeryl asked me this question today and my answer is..

An all-rounder dancer with good flexibility, techniques and able to express their feelings well through dance.

We were fantasying about getting a scholarship and go overseas to dance.
haha, and I said I will never get it.

Well, I'm just a very normal dancer who can't reach that "scholarship" standard.


Jeryl says she likes to dance with me. I do enjoy dancing with her too. Cause we can feel each other movements. Once our moves are not synchronize, I know either one of us are not on the beat and we will make it right.
I guess this is call the message in the air. haha =P


Last week, my teacher told us about this lady from beijing dance academy who dance chinese dance switch to ballet and able to go on point within a short period of time. "Cause after so many years of training, she has a pair of very strong legs which makes her able to on point"


I do want a pair of strong and good legs too.


I'm polishing my turnouts now. I'm pleased to see the fruitful result on my right leg. Now, it's my left leg turn =D


p.s. I realised that now in my class, all of our first position turnouts are around 180 degree. In grade 11, our turnouts used to be around 120 degree. I'm so happy that we all improve =PP clap clap!

 

Another 3 months of medication.

Previously, he wanted to me to take the medication but I didnt want to..

Now, wait till it became so painful then I go back. LL have to take the medication.

自讨苦吃



p.s. Mighty dada says I will be strong if i take the medicine.

19 Arpil - We watched Harmony Tour by Tokyo Metropolitan Symphony Orchestra. The orchestra is good, but the music is not my type.

16 May - We watched Signature Tunes by Singapore Symphony Orchestra. It sucks but lucky the pianist, Boris Berezovsky is GOOD and the ticket is cheap. As SSO played quite badly, we lower our expectations for our next concert which is by SFO. And we thought our $75 will be wasted.

Today. - We watch Distant Worlds: Music from Final Fantasy by Singapore Festival Orchestra. There is a BIG difference between SFO and SSO. The orchestra is good, the chorus is good, the conductor is good, the music is good. So the concert is GREAT GREAT GREAT. I love it to the max.

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ENCORE! ENCORE! the audience shout

The conductor came out and said " I know you all are expecting something."

"ONE WINGED ANGEL" Somebody shouted.

"Singaporeans like surprises right?'

I'm like OH NO! I so want to hear one winged angel and they are going to disappoint me by playing another piece?

And they played Tina's theme instead. I'm so so so disappointed.

In the end, Uematsu went up on stage saying that he gonna sing one winged angel with the chorus.

YESSS! Uematsu is so cute! I'm serious!

The concert ends with one winged angel and I'm satisfied. My $75 is so worth it!


For anyone who missed it : TOO BAD =P

Recently, my memory loss become noticeable. I guess people around me would have notice it also.

This worries me.

Sometimes, I got really tensed up and tend to cry easily.

I need help.

=(

甜品的能力就是能人开心！就算是一个人吃，也是一个种快乐。

我爱花生糊

HELLO PEOPLE!

I'm leaving on 1st of March and will be back on 18th of April.

Do not call/sms me.

Talk to me on msn/skype instead =D

Friends! If you have a skype account, add me.
ESPECIALLY A.L.A! Create a skype account! So that I can talk to you all. haha.
My skype name is tanwanqi.

Byebye!

Went out with birthday boy today.

Although we don have much time to prepare for our last 2 papers, we still went out.

I guess even if I'm at home, I won't study much also.

Might as well give myself a few hours break and go for shopping spree, dinner and most importantly, to celebrate! =D

Today is just my day.

Acs paper was okay, not really fantastic but got chance to get an A? I don't know?

Secondly, all the stuffs i get from MUJI today are on 50% discount! WOHOO!

I got 2 turtle neck long sleeves at $19 each and a 100% wool sweater at $30+

HAPPY HAPPY. Actually wanted to get somemore but no size. =P

And I just realised that the hat I bought is 100% wool! So it can keep my head and ears warm. That time nicholas said that it cant keep me warm, then I'm quite worried. So I checked the label and it says 100% wool. WOHOOO~

Okay, enough of my crap.

To end this entry,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DADA!

And HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO WM TOO =D

Time for me to update! It's been 2 weeks!

Some pictures to introduce the country that I'm going.

Jiamusi, China.













I bought a bag pack.



VERY BIG LO. (for my size)
NICHOLAS, QI SHENG, ZKENG KANG AND KENNY! IT'S BIG RIGHT!
Can put alot of things lo.



And I borrow the outer coat from wk's sis. I thought I gonna look fat in it cause is super thick.
But it turn out to be okay.
And i look !@#$%^&* in this picture.




Lastly, I saw this dress today that i quite like but didnt get it.

I'm starting to enjoy giving primary school students tuition.

They never fail to brighten up my day.
Even when I'm so tired that I find myself dragging my feet to the tuition center, I will be energized after seeing them. Especially when they give you this SUPER BIG SMILE.

Lower primary students are cute and funny. Usually they are confused and blur when they come to questions that they don't know how to do. Often make careless mistakes too. 

After guiding/teaching the lower primary students, these are what they will say
"Ya hor"
"okay, thank you jiejie"
"ohh..."
"okay"
"trick you! I know how to do"

There's this time when I teach a K2 girl how to write abc and whenever she didn't write her "C" on the line, I will ask her "why is you C floating?" Then she will giggle and erase it off. She is super cute! I think I'm falling in love with her =P

Upper Primary students are naughty and don't listen to me when I ask them to do work. Cause they insist that I'm only a SEC 3 STUDENT. They will just keep talking to me, play with me and showing me tricks using their calculator.

We can discuss about obama's car, how they meet people from different countries thru playing games, their 11 years old friend having a gf, the way they "communicate" and more...

The thing that make me very sad/angry is that they insist that I'm a sec 3 students even though I told them I'm 19 years old. And when i ask them to do work, they will go "you are only a student, why must i listen to you."

So i asked them, If i m a student, why m I here teaching you?
"Cause your brother is there," pointing to my classmate who is also teaching there.
"No, he is your boyfriend right?" another boy said.

"NO! He's not my boyfriend!"

And I started arguing with them but i lost. =(

In their eyes, I'm just a sec 3 student. What should I do?



Lastly, enjoy watching this.

Being able to walk around freely?
Able to choose what you what to eat?
Or get to do what you want to do?

Help the poor, help those who are starving, help those who are in need.
The first thing/country people think of is Africa.

Of cause people will think so. Google it and you will find that the top poorest countries 9 out of 10 are countries from africa.

If you want and your pocket allow you to do so. You can reach out to them. You donate, you buy food, send to them. Take out your unwanted clothes and give it to them. Or you can given go there to build houses for them, give them free medical care.

But what about north korea? Who can help them? Who are allowed to reach out to them? Even you wan to give, you want to help, are you able to?

NO! Of cause not.

Million of them died. 

Thousand of them escaping.

Thousand of them are still hiding.

Many of them are still suffering, thinking of ways to escape.

They are living without knowing what is freedom, human rights. They are given the same food everyday and limited amount. They have to work. They are tortured, beaten.

Yet we are here screaming for freedom when we are not allowed to :
- go out
- start a relationship
- stay out late at night
and more.

Africans are starving and not able to receive medical care.
But I think there are other people who are suffering more than them, the north koreans.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ms4NIB6xroc

The refugees needs clothes, food and shelter. We can only have those had escaped. Can't even help those who are in the country.
Let's help to increase awareness and lend a helping hand.

LiNK - liberty of north korea.
http://www.linkglobal.org/xchange/

I can't take it already.

No wonder they are dying to leave this house, leave this family.

My dad and my sis.

And now, it's me.

Even I had stopped crying, my heart is still crying.







~ On a lighter note, should I get ipod nano 8gb at $248 or refurbished ipod touch(first gen) 8gb at $268?

Thank you yunzhen for sending me the photos.

Anyway, the moment I saw the picture, I cant helped but laugh.

The pictures are taken while preparing for lighting and stuffs for the photo shoot.

I find the pic very funny. haha.

Boring. My phone spoiled AGAIN. damn it. Gonna bring it to vivo later.
Problematic phone.

Oh and my overseas attachment confirm already.
Will be leaving on 1 march and coming back on 18 april.
7 weeks ~ good luck to me. I hope I won't freezeee. =P

Heard that we need to wear jumpsuit while "repairing" the plane. I keep wondering if they have my size for the jumpsuit? What if they don have, then what m i going to wear? oh man!

Waimun also going overseas for six months.
一路顺风!

Good luck to jeryl too. Poor her, she got to go dance alone.

Lastly, my dearest friends, you all can contact me online. Cause  I will be bring my laptop there.

I expect it to be worse than this. Therefore, I'm happy now =)

And again he wants me to cook on Christmas.

I was watching LUNCH QUEEN, the japanese hamburger look so yummy. So I decided to make it.



He said that it's delicious and it taste exactly like japanese hamburger.
make me so happy =DDD




The meal ~~





Presents that he bought for me in japan.

Hope that will really bring me good luck.
OH and i changed my phone after exam. I got it for $68.



I guess by now people who know me should know that I like to eat pocky.
So.... haha. 1 bag of pocky!




This orange flavour pocky is really very nice! I love it.



And a guy's shirt >.< he say the girls there are wearing it too. So he bought me one.



I'm quite amazed by the rate he eat chocolate. After one day only 1/4 is left! He called it a fat jar, cause it gonna make him fat! haha.



Today's tuition. Interesting.
I wonder why I can draw model and do all the problem sums now while I can't do any last time >.<







 

As for this year, all I bought was chocolates and chocolates and chocolates! haha.

Anyway, JERYL, WM and SIS got to wait after xmas. Cause I buy their present online and I will only be able to get it after xmas.



all chocolates =D
And then I put the chocolates into the glass jar. (chocolate coated honey comb, chocolate coated marshmallow, m&m, kiss)



Tied with ribbon.





TADAAA.



photos on qisheng birthday mini celebration.

I'm so bored at home and then I decided to sign up for facebook. HAHA. To me, it's just a past time thingy.

I find it weird to have 0 photos inside, so I just dragged 2 folders in.
Unfortunately, A.L.A ones got tooooo many folders. So I choose some to put inside my profile folder.

BUT, I don know how that profile folder works. No matter how I find, I cant find the 'add photos' button. If I want to upload, I have to go the change profile photo and upload. then, my profile photo will keep changing and changing. So irritating. Can somebody teach me. oh man.

I concluded that facebook is not user friendly!

I'm still sick after 5 days. sigh.

My brain really not working well after giving 5 hours of tuition.

Giving mathematics tuition for secondary school students is so much easier can! Today teach primary school students maths really killed alot of my brain cells. CAN YOU IMAGINE DOING PROBLEM SUM, DRAWING MODEL. Omg, I already totally forget about it. Thinking of how to explain to them, really stress me out.  However, those cute students really made me laugh but some you have to constantly asking them to do their work. oh man.

Monday I went to the dentist and she found a wisdom tooth at the back. I hope it grow out in the correct positon cause i don wan to plug it out. So painful.. And I need to get a night guard which cost 500$ as I tend togrind my teeth when I sleep and it's very bad! ARGH.

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He is still in japan and I'm so jealous =(
Yesterday he talk to me on msn.
And..

looking for extra-terrestrials, espers & time-travellers says:

if u wan to come here riteee

looking for extra-terrestrials, espers & time-travellers says:

better save more moneyyyy

looking for extra-terrestrials, espers & time-travellers says:

hahas

looking for extra-terrestrials, espers & time-travellers says:

u sure buy many things de

wanqi is stilll sick =( argh says:

hahaha

wanqi is stilll sick =( argh says:

why?

looking for extra-terrestrials, espers & time-travellers says:

nice ma

looking for extra-terrestrials, espers & time-travellers says:

and ur size ma

wanqi is stilll sick =( argh says:

ahhh!

wanqi is stilll sick =( argh says:

oh man

wanqi is stilll sick =( argh says:

u are making me so tempted

wanqi is stilll sick =( argh says:

so did anyone mistaken u as a japanese?

looking for extra-terrestrials, espers & time-travellers says:

hahas ya

looking for extra-terrestrials, espers & time-travellers says:

ppl ask me where is H&M

wanqi. says:

hahaha!

wanqi. says:

then how then how

looking for extra-terrestrials, espers & time-travellers says:

air stewardess keep speaking in japanese to me

looking for extra-terrestrials, espers & time-travellers says:

lucky i noe where

looking for extra-terrestrials, espers & time-travellers says:

hahaaha

wanqi. says:

haha!

wanqi. says:

so the person really tot u are a japanese?

looking for extra-terrestrials, espers & time-travellers says:

ya

wanqi. says:

then u reply the stewardess in japanese also?

looking for extra-terrestrials, espers & time-travellers says:

i just nod my head lo

looking for extra-terrestrials, espers & time-travellers says:

she ask me what i wan ma

looking for extra-terrestrials, espers & time-travellers says:

so use 1 word can le

wanqi. says:

so she also think u japanese !

wanqi. says:

cheater!

wanqi. says:

hahahaha

looking for extra-terrestrials, espers & time-travellers says:

hahahas

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looking for extra-terrestrials, espers & time-travellers says:

come here and see

looking for extra-terrestrials, espers & time-travellers says:

u will feel damn sad

wanqi. says:

why?

looking for extra-terrestrials, espers & time-travellers says:

everybody on the street is  fashionable in tokyoooo

looking for extra-terrestrials, espers & time-travellers says:

so when u go there u can tell local from outsiders

wanqi. says:

pretty girls alot right

wanqi. says:

saw any on street?

looking for extra-terrestrials, espers & time-travellers says:

noooo

wanqi. says:

honest!

looking for extra-terrestrials, espers & time-travellers says:

realllyyyy

looking for extra-terrestrials, espers & time-travellers says:

haha

wanqi. says:

they so fashionable

wanqi. says:

wher got don have pretty one

looking for extra-terrestrials, espers & time-travellers says:

have some la

looking for extra-terrestrials, espers & time-travellers says:

rest just looks ugly

looking for extra-terrestrials, espers & time-travellers says:

or normal

wanqi. says:

see

wanqi. says:

still try to bluff me

I don't like him! Gonna yell at him when he get back!

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Nicholas came back from hongkong ytd. He bought us lao po bing and also got me a BIG cup noodle =DD so cute! It can be a coin bank or tissue roll holder. THANK YOU SO MUCH =)

 

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My self-made curl. Without using a curler or anything. Just with one rubber band =P

I m seriously freaking pissed off right now.

That m1 called and say that they are unable to process my request on student plan cause that freaking m1 exclusive shop fax in that BLACK photo of my ezlink and IC. They cant see shit and so they cant change my plan to student plan. And now I HAVE TO SCAN MY EZLINK AND IC AND SEND TO THEM. HOW NICE.

Screw that m1 exclusive shop at AMK hub. Really screw you man. That day u screw up everything. The m1 officer ended up calling me to clarify everything. And now YOU GIVE ME THIS SHIT.

Crap. I need to wait for another 3 WORKING DAYS. ALL THANKS TO YOU GUY. SO MUCH FOR THAT GOOD SERVICE.

Second thing that make me pissed off.

I allow all comment on friendster cause so far only my friends leave comment for me. Since they are all my friends, it can be all accepted.
FUCK THAT PERSON WHO LEAVE DISGUSTING COMMENT. That person is huixian's friend. SERIOUSLY, ask that person to fuck off man. I DON'T KNOW WHO THE HELL ARE YOU. YOU ARE NOT EVEN IN MY FRIENDS LIST, SO DON'T FUCKING MESS AROUND WITH ME.

I'm sick, I'm tired.

Being awake at this time make me feel like crap.

I want to slp.

MST finally over and now is time for me to relax and play! wohoo~

Anyway, I really really love the LG phone. Can't wait to get it. hahaha.
It's damn cool =DDDD take a look at the vid.


And, I'm also in love with this bag. backpack cum tote. But i cant afford it. It's freaking $687. CAN YOU BELIEVE IT?

I love this to the max and I gonna get it!

As I expected dance exam didnt go well today.

1) Not well prepared
2) Not confident
3) Floor is slippery
4) Change of Organizer
5) The exam hall is not enclosed, easily distracted by people outside
6) Examiner seems quite strict

Lastly, the person controlling the music speak so softly.
When she say 女双晃手，I heard as 双脚小跳. And I was like huh? Since when we are tested on that. Cause the 考题 we picked don't have 双脚小跳. So I just stone there, not knowing whats the next dance.

NAFA is so much better. I don't like the new organizer =(

I knew I didnt dance well. But thats the result of not being well prepared. I'm not depressed, not happy, just neutral. 

Jer is so poor thing cause her back injury came back at the wrong timing. Hope she will get well soon =D

We had our games day on Wednesday. It was pretty fun.

Those drawings on our faces and hands caught many attention.

However, dada's class got first. His class damn united la. JEALOUS!

But my class also among the top 5! ALSO VERY GOOD.


2A23~


And I met lydia too.

I hate hospital

cause doctors are all liars.


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I having problems coping with my medical bill.
I just spent $150 to hear the doctor telling me stuffs that I don't want to hear.

And I need another $600 for the injection that is made of gold.
Apparently it can prevent cervical cancer, so doc ask me to go for the vaccination.

I will think about it SERIOUSLY.

School reopens and I'm lazy to blog. So this is another chance for me to post all the photos together.



Anyway, I cut my hair.




And I painted my nails GREEN.






retarded. long long ago ~~~







Another cooking session by me!




My nephew! The one that poke my dimple. =P



My seniors cum teacher. They are super good!




Finally met up with tong and Steph =DD








Classmates outing! @ vivo city.












Another outing @ chomp chomp!

online shopping?

Looking for dress and tops?

http://ironyourclothes.livejournal.com/

of cause it doesn't belongs to me. I'm helping to advertise. So go and take a look!

There is this family with 6 children.

The father just lost his job because of the AIA thingy and they don't have a place to stay now.

They are giving away their 2 youngest kids. One 3 years old daughter and a son.

My mum's boss is the one helping them to find someone to take the children in.

Sometimes, being the youngest is not a good thing.

I felt very sad that they have to be separated. =(

I don't use mouse, I use touch pad

However, he cant stand using touch pad. Hence, whenever he uses my laptop, he keeps complaining.

So nowadays he keep pulling me to best denki or wherever place that sell mouse.

But I always insist on not buying.

In the end, I fell in love with this EGG mouse and bought it!

ANDREA, I know you gonna say it suits me. haha.

Don't you find it cute too?








And i also made steamed egg on Tuesday. My pathetic dinner.

Eat + watch our performance + photo taking + casual talk + playing with balloons.

That's out party =D haha.

Watching our performance at studio is quite cool. They paste mahjong paper over the big mirror and project the video onto it.

Ms Wu suggest that we should have a movie screening for our dance camp.

And... Zhuoma is really really nice =p



Yan Han and I.  She is soo cute =)



Chengqi, Yunzhen, Yan Han, ME



The board that yinru made for laoshi!

my result is okay, actually VERY bad.

But you see, I ALWAYS sleep in class and lecture, skip lecture.

I didn't really study cause of the concert. In fact, I studied only the day before the exam >.<

I cant expect any good results so I got to accept this.

MS5266 - 4 - A
ET0905 - 4 - A
ET0906 - 5 - B
LC0303 - 2 - B+
ET0423 - 4 - C+
MA002S - 2 - D
ET0429 - 5 - D+


Yup, I could only tell myself to work harder next sem and not getting myself involved in too many activities. 

My classmates and I sign up for a baking class - orange nut bread

FUN! I would like to learn cupcake decorations from her the next time!

Pat : Are you the only girl in class?
Me: Yup.
Pat : You are well taken care of.
Me: haha, okay la.

But I got to say the guys are really nice =D Whenever i say I wanna do/try whatever thing(e.g. stirring the mixture of the bread), they will always allow me to do so.
And of cause, being gentlemen, they always let me go first. Be it buying food or whatever. haha.

* add on *
my nephew is so cuteeee. He kiss me on my cheek and use his finger to poke my dimple!
=DD

okay, pictures.



Nicholas, me, Pat, Kenny and Qi Sheng.











Pat's Orange nut bread





Ours >.< haha.

The dance steps and projection is super nice and cool.

I was soooo amazed.

National Museum is a nice place =D








HER WORLD! OMG.

I was backing up all my photos yesterday.

So, some random picturess =D

Nice shoes =P



ORIGAMI !!




 

 

Business class!

Happy Teachers' Day!

This made Ms Wu cry. wahahaha.



Concert ~~

感触良多~


I waved to her while she stood up, preparing to alight the bus.

Thats when I started telling my mum that she cant hear.

mum ~ "HUH, then how she teach you all?!"

me ~ "We have an interpreter during the class."

mum ~ "其实世界上有很多可怜的人。听不到，看不到... ”